My theory on motive for being a targeted individual

My mother is a documented radiation experimentee. In the 50's at the Naval Hospital in Bethesda Maryland USA she was given radium suppositories as well as other 'treamtments' for tonsillitis. They shrunk but grew back and had to be removed surgically.
She and I are the only two women in our families to share the autoimmune disease endometriosis. Mine has been chronic/severe from age 16, which is unusual.Multiple surgeries were done as only later I understood there is no cure. In later years my mother began having typical radiation related issues like thyroid problems.

After speaking to the Dept of Energy in early 90's and doing ground work she found her records just as they were to be destroyed. She was then intimidated out of not testifying or partaking in the class action lawsuit. I began to notice circumstances that I now realize are organized stalking and harassment that were overt in nature around 1995.
Later in 2003 during the anti terror years and war in the US during Bush's presidency the harassment and stalking became very overt, aggressive and "24/7". The cover story on me is a great smear campaign consisting of sex, money laundering, abuse of power and my infidelity. There was a federal investigation of friends of my associates. Being career criminals my associates went along but tried to warn me that something was going on around 2004 or so. My ex and some local rich brats tried to frame me for drugs he was involved with. If the FBI weren't corrupt and assisting then they must have been yawning the whole time at how predictable the local corruption was. I was harassed during this time mostly to get me to believe that I was of interest to the feds. I read this is a common tactic to get rid of survivors of MK Ultra and related projects. After the person turns informant due to being covertly harassed they are then killed and the excuse is that they were killed for ratting. I took a strong stance of no subpoena then no contact. I wouldn't cooperate with any authority that conducted itself in this manner anyway. There were plenty of people who knew more than I did and targeting me made little sense within the context of the cover story. The life long milder version of gang stalking I had always experienced turning overt in 1995 then exploding in 2003 seemed connected to my mother's family and her life long 'bad luck'.

Also, during this time my apartment mysteriously had a broken radiator on floor above and then a year later water heater pipe on other side of the apartment busted and there was a couch there so it wasnt found for a month or so. These two pipes breaking ended up making the HUD funded apartment moldy on top of it already being an old building (1897? Brighton MA, old Masonic Hall 335 Washington St). The former tenant was in with one of the associates that turned on me and she lived there for ten years with no such incident other than mice.

The management company refused to fix it and when I asked for it to be cleaned one of them stated they would put down some oxyclean and Lysol, of course anyone should know this creates noxious gas as a chemical combo. The man who said this was a real estate agent for Century 21 when not helping his mother manage this building. I eventually went to HUD and they looked terrified and did nothing. It took me years to get the building tested as well as to find uncorrupt agencies to force the management to do so at the state level. The harassment was the worst ever in those years. I also got a questionable lawyer and much of this situation tied into my ex and his family and hometown. I had the apartment tested and I already had myself tested along the way for mold exposure. Also I had completed vocational testing and just wanted a habitable apartment to go to college. Here is the paperwork for that case:http://www.scribd.com/document_collections/2570432

I eventually bowed to pressure and signed out of court UNDER EXTREME DURESS for 20,000 dollars and gave the questionable lawyer 5,ooo. At the time though many lawyers probably would not have even spoken to me due to my status as so heavily targeted, this was the case with a number of people nationwide. However, I dont think its a professional way of managing client expectation to tell someone off the bat "This isnt your pot of gold at the end of the rainbow". It was very common for me to be treated this way especially around Boston life long..only the ex that turned against me after his drug busts woke me up to the fact that normal people dont have frequent run ins with rude strangers day after day for life. He could not believe the way I was treated in my daily life out in public. This began to wake me up to the idea that my life was not exactly normal compared to other people's.

My father was allegedly labeled mentally ill years ago for making constant claims concerning a secret govt project involving the military, the CIA and my mother's family. YEARS after hearing that,with all the events that have come to pass in this way..when you reassess his claims with this new information: How is he wrong? He's not. My mother has a history of revealing things and then forgetting she said them. It may have been one of those moments she revealed to him her suspicions or he found out some other way. I suspect he is a target as well to discredit his claims. There was no internet back then so he couldn't very well do as I am doing with activism.

Its highly suspected by many survivors of experimentation and mind control projects that these projects were continued privately by corporations or as classified by a govt entity. Its very possible that private contractors could continue with this or even a foreign nation. If it supposedly doesnt exist then its not under the Genova convention. With what little I have seen concerning law, conditions may allow such actions to be taken legally. What the public cant protest or vote on they cant change so its in thier best interest to remain covert and discredit whistle blowers. Some factions of the public may validate the existence of these projects as progress for humanity or the good of the USA and its future, to them one or two expendable people is just part of doing business.